to those who keeps changing its lairs.
The heart beating fearfully,
the heart bursting with gladness.
every now and then.
Darkness falls and it suddenly see the light.
Sunshine hides and it suddenly feels its shadows.
Silence is everywhere
yet voices keep hollering inside its head.
The sound of laughter is getting near,
yet it cannot taste happiness.
What is happiness to begin with? It asks.
But tears of pain slowly slide away.
How is sadness felt?
But its smile eventually turns to guffaws.
Jump up, slow down.
Breathe not, make a frown.
Everything changes – its hue and its substance.
No one knows what it is thinking
and it knows not where it will head next.
It happens. It’s real.
But who gives a shit about it?
Because no one understands.